「現時的工作，現在的生活，真的是我自己想要的嗎？」

我不喜歡中國大陸，總覺得無論大城市還是小城鎮，空氣裡硬是充斥著一股獨殊味道。似乎是由煙味、夾雜著汽車的廉價柴油味，再混合人身上的銅臭味而成。

今次上海之行，隨公司安排入住上海中凱豪生酒店（Howard Johnson Business Club Hotel Shanghai）。可能由於一開始就對酒店沒有抱著半點期望的關係，因此後來反而被酒店職員細心認真的服務態度所感動到。

某天，跟一位女同事在 IM 說：「09年，我要整容！」

Author : E.E. Cummings

I carry your heart with me
(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(Anywhere I go you go,  my dear
and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,  my darling)

I fear no fate
for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world
(for beautiful you are my world,  my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky
of a tree called life
which grows higher than soul can hope
or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart
(I carry it in my heart)

一直很好奇為什麼那麼多人熱愛到泰國旅行，一年數次往曼谷、蘇梅島、布吉、清邁跑，玩得不亦樂乎。奈何我卻聞「泰」色變。

我無法愛上泰國。無法愛上東南亞獨有風情。


日落時份的布吉 Karon Beach